Friday, 8 May 2026

this or that

I guess it is so hard for me to see Is**m as a spiritual religion because it has stagnated so much and has been taken over by close minded fools who "enforce it" through matters that are so superficial and physical and have nothing to do with the spiritual state at all. 

The one glove fits all approach is what made me lose respect. Especially in this day and age, it just screams insecurity - and that is why I think it's a religion for those less intelligent. 

The body, the clothes are never important. It is just a matter of self expression. If you take that away, you're taking the single away from the whole. And it just makes people easier for a less advanced mind to control. That part pisses me off if I'm being honest. 

If the religion does not believe that the individual, who has been taught basic right and wrong cannot exercise individual judgement to live a just life and needs iron clad rules, it is a dumb religion by dumb people. Same with Xt***ity - it's a more evolved, but still retarded version of the same thing. 

The wars caused by these idiot religions has the world suffering for centuries. Makes me want a time machine for real. 

Friday, 2 March 2018

YouTube vs Television

What is it about online videos that make the youth of today tune into them and give them such a huge amount of views, comments and the like?
I'm not even talking about the promo clips that huge productions release, I'm talking about casual homemade vlogs and vines and the like.
Maybe it's because they're talking about relatable things in an honest manner. It is kinda like one of those conversations you have with your friends when no one else is watching. They don't pretend to be politically correct or nice or smart, they just talk about the stuff they like in whatever fashion they like. Ain't no one going to censor a vloggers opinion, unless too many people flag it down.
People spend more time on their computers/smart phones than a few years ago. Most social media keep talking about one thing till it gets exhausted or a new topic crops up. Also, the uploads online take place almost at the speed of thought and hence it's easier to flow with whatever is trending on other social media.

The videos are usually short snack bite sections of entertainment. In 5-10 minutes, the vlogger puts forth their thoughts in the best, most entertaining way possible for them. Most people can't really listen to something for more than 20 minutes (it's proven to be the normal human attention span) and these are the perfect length for people with possible attention deficits like me.
But then again, it's for people with stable internet connections and varying schedules like me I suppose. The ability to bend my entertainment schedule around my work schedule is a huge plus.
Tl;dr - online uploads are the fast food of entertainment. Quick, easily available, momentarily satisfying and quickly forgotten.
Racism and Indians

Just going to say that yes, i do agree with that.. Being a dusky skinned south Indian in south India, i have to agree with the fact that we are indeed racist.

The fact that fair and lovely is the highest selling product in India is proof enough i'd say. And the poor CM of Mizoram who got royally effed up for his comment - Indians are the most racist. How do you expect to survive in politics when you spew truth out like that? (Stereotypical politicians lie about everything)

The amount of casteism and regionalism itself pisses me off. I mean what's with the - "Oh! he's a mallu, obviously he'd fight over silly things" or "Ah! he is from the north, must be dumb" stuff? 

Sunday, 29 September 2013

ghost in the shell


You dragged her out of her shell
You bared her before the cold world
You held her hand through it all
You just left her there
Shivering, cold and hurt

Her shell was a puzzle you had to crack
You said you had done so a million times
Why had she not seen the betrayal then?
Once in was forever in for her
The challenge was complete when the walls fell
And you spat at her as soon as that was done

She would have been fine by herself
Wiping herself clean
But you went back
Told her that was your nature
The naive creature believed you
Bought your lies

Like a fool, she let you in
Because once in is always in for her
You made her feel like a fool
Because once her back was turned,
Took a knife, stabbed her
Then told her it's ok

You left her bleeding there
Probably smiling as you walked away
She wouldn't know what your face looked like
You was all she saw
You didn't even cast a second glance
As you walked away

Hurt, cold and bleeding,
She picked herself up
She builds up her shell again
Determined to make it stronger than before
She fortifies it with indifference and memories of the pain
Her seal this time was absolute
She kicked everyone out

Tuesday, 27 November 2012

All tracks 


1. Put your iPod/MP3 player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 20 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEBODY SAYS "ARE YOU OKAY?", YOU SAY
Please be nice to me - Kim Hyunjoong (So weird)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Bad Boy - Big Bang (Lol! I wish!) 

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Be with me tonight - Jay Park (Because i notty notty)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Stereo hearts - Gym class heroes ft. Adam Levine (Aww! Kinda)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Light it up - GD ft Tablo and Dok 2 (Again: I wish!)
  
WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Gravity - Poets of the fall (*sigh* spot on!)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Mirotic - TVXQ (Lol! I got you under my skin? :P :P)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Heartbreaker - GD (That would be incredibly funny, but it's not true AT ALL)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Agimyong/Obsession - GD (well, duh! If i think about it a lot it is an obsession. Look up the definition) 

WHAT IS 2+2?
Hands up - Big Bang (Lol!) 

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Beautiful Hangover - Big Bang (Lol! She wasn't my hangover!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
I am the best - 2ne1 (I wish!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Hello - SHINee (Oh well, hello there..!)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Dirty Cash - Big Bang (Oh! Since i'm against dowry and all, i guess so)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Come home - One republic ft. Sara Bareilles (That would be soooo sad!)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Mr. Saxobeat - Alexandra Stan (LMAO!)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Dancing on my own - Pixie Lott ft GD&Top (I do that quite often actually. The dance part, not the fear part.)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Tear drop - Massive attack (lol! It's in Italian or something so i don't know the meaning of the lyrics, but the song does sound secretive)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
You and Me - Life House (Lol! If the You is Jaejoong or Kris, awesome!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
You know how we do - Jay Park (Oh Yeah!) 

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Lesson one - Epik high (Lesson one- use all tracks and not only kpop playlist) 

1. Put your iPod/MP3 player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 20 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEBODY SAYS "ARE YOU OKAY?", YOU SAY
Say yes - Jessica, Krystal, Kris  (i guess it is the standard-ish response when someone asks you if you are ok) (Music player 1, Randomness - 0)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
I don't care - 2ne1 (Lol! That part is true, i don't care describe me however you want) (Music player 2, Randomness - 0) 

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Love - CN Blue (Hmmm, unless we go deep and explain how i see the "love" inside people and then like em, this doesn't make sense) (Since i don't want to give random a point, Music player - 3, Randomness - 0)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Jaywalking - Sung Joon Shut up flower boy band ost (Awesome! One of my favs..) (MP- 4, R- 0)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Don't stop the music - 2ne1 ( I guess like everyone, i wanna have fun at all times) (MP- 5, R - 0) 
  
WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Warning - SS501 (Lol! Actually kinda true) (MP- 6 R-0 whoa! Such a good score!) 

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Superman - Super Junior (Lmao! I doubt that) (MP- 6 R- 1, and they finally scooooore!)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Oh Yeah - MBLAQ (They feel good when they think of me, hmmm, maybe that is a good thing) 

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Another way - Kim Soohyun TMTETS ost (That is true!) (MP - 8, R- 1)

WHAT IS 2+2?
I'm a loner - CN Blue (This was here to give randomness a point and we all know it. MP- 8, R- 2)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Tarantallegra - Xia Junsu (She makes me dance? Or she always dances? Neither is true) (MP- 8 R- 3)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Love Song - Big Bang (So true i wanna give MP like a million bonuses for this, but i won't cz i'm fair and nice) (MP - 9, R- 3)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Don't hate me - Epik High (Lol! This is spot on as well!) (MP - 10, R- 3)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Run - Epik High (Should be pretty awkward with all the run away booming through the speakers, but is this a sign? Should i be warned  of future mishaps? *gasp*) (no points)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
History - Exo M (That would be weird esp with the -i need you and you want me- part) (no points)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
0330 - U-Kiss (weird.. and nope.) (MP - 10, R- 4)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
What is right - Big Bang (i suppose in a way, we're all scared of what is right and what is wrong) (MP- 11 R-4)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Troublemaker - JS & Hyuna (True, I'm a troublemaker waiting to be unleashed) (MP -12 R-4)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Angel/ Into your world - Exo M (Cries, never really looked up the lyrics and my Mandarin is about as good as..... well, it's bad. But i do want the comfort and the feel the song offers whenever i listen to it) (MP - 13 R-4)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Nillili Mambo - Block B (That's true.. We have some crazy fun whenever we get together) (MP - 14, R-4)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Voicemail - BAP (Lol! okay.. No one gets a point for this) 

Final score - Music player wins!! Wo0t! 

Thursday, 1 November 2012

Lee Hi 1,2,3,4

So, i'm supposed to be studying and as usual i'm going to take the help of my beloved kpop to procrastinate.
Lee Hi, OMG! What a voice! That voice exudes badassery and attitude like it is no one's business. I was blown over by the song which has this Jazzy feel to it and focuses on her strong point the vocals.
She is a rookie and apart from the reality show she participated in, she doesn't have much camera experience, BUT she is SO awkward in front of the camera. She doing all these normal serious tough singer moves and motions, only to a somewhat lesser degree that makes her look awkward. Its like someone told her to do those moves and she doesn't think she can do them. Or at least her body language says so. She is beautiful before and after her YG-esque makeover. Even though it is kinda wasted because her body language didn't pull it off. Mute the video and you'll find yourself cringing at what goes on. She is decked out fabulously, (YG Stylists take their job seriously) with bright colors very 2ne1-i-love-you-ish and outfits that complement her body, but she lacks spunk those girls have. With the rookies being near perfect before the camera these days, i suppose she does come off as a little lacking and there is MUCH room for improvement.
Hopefully when she debuts as a member of supearls i can say boy! has she improved a lot! Because it definitely can't get any worse.
Grades:
Song: A+
MV: B